So pissed off

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Im not sure whats wrong with me but im just so pissed off this week.-. I have 2 commissions left & a bunch of request but that's not why im mad XD I just feel alone....*hugs self* I just feel unwanted & idk im just werid like I feel like im talking to my echo's and that's the only thing that's answering me back...my shadow .... I cried all night long & today I just felt like I was sorta in a never ending daze  & kept almost crying in class :/ & the afternoon isn't much better ..... but hey.. it can progress into a better day if I tried to act happy at least.. I feel like im fading away like an old black and white photo....right now im just chocking back tears.................. :-;

im just a fading image ... my feelings never matter right?...

 

this video is werid bu it just sorta sums up my whole emotions--> www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tE31W…




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Don't be so sad : ) I know that's hard to actually do though ._. 
I too, have suffered from depression in the past. I was so... Blah, I felt as if nothing I did would ever make a difference in life, I was meaningless. But I learned in the end, I can make a difference. It sounds cheesy but helping people really helped me to overcome it. 
Something else I did was to do something different every day, I rotated from painting one day(even though I suck at it lol), making paper baskets(takes a long time-_-), and playing video games(yeeeaaa! ^o^) to lighten my mood 
Maybe you could do something you enjoy, even if its only for a few minutes every day, or meet someone new ^-^ (although if your like me, you probably don't have access to new people a lot ._.) 
I hope this helps a little maybe : ) and just sayin but your art is amazing @-@